I remember like it was yesterday, seeing the two pink lines on my pregnancy test and later purchasing a clear blue, making it official 'pregnant 3+ weeks'.

It was the happiest, scariest, most exciting moment of our lives. Just a few short weeks later there you were on the ultrasound screen at 13 weeks, giving us a little wave and wriggling around all over the place. We were besotted from that moment on; even more so finding out you were a baby girl at the 20 weeks scan. Well, we were over the moon being told we were having a little princess! We started prepping right away and pretty soon your lovely nursery was all ready for you; different shades of pink and purples, you would have loved it.

Everything was going great as it should. 33 weeks came along and i was sent for a check up scan and I was told there was low amniotic fluid but not to worry, baby is healthy and I was lucky enough to get a 3D scan of you and you were so beautiful!

Just 4 days later you stopped moving and I knew something was wrong and it was. My gut feeling, the feeling I never thought in my wildest nightmares would ever be, was. Your little heart stopped beating and that was that. You were needed somewhere else and it broke our hearts into a million pieces.

To this day there isn't a moment that goes by that we don't think of you. It still seems like a bad dream and any moment now I'll wake up and you'll be next to me smiling. It's a killer watching everybody around me get their happy ending when I feel like mine has gone forever and the only time I'll get it back would be when I'm in heaven with you.

All I ask is that your safe and sound and being looked after up there. I just hope we make you proud and one day we can all be together again, you, me, your daddy and your other two siblings.

We love you to the moon and back our darling daughter forever and always ♥️ Xoxo